hello!today's training was like havoc man.many people didnt come and nxt week was like match.so im like wtv and do my own training.its like frealking hot man we were like sweating like shit.bt luckily we didint turn black man.haha!and its my sis birthday laa seyy.wohoo!

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Hey hey!tmr is like training and have to wake up at 7 again in the morning!whatthehorse man!
il update u more what nonsence stuff we did in training tmr aites how much are we suffering in the training.haha!and match is on sunday man!chengcheng!HAHA!

And my sis bdae is tomoorow!i cant wait to get free cakes!whee....hahah!and sis i didnt get u anything,my wallet is full with receipt.haha!LOVE mi sister alot eventhough i make her angry.hahah!:p

hello.well basically im not doing anything.im like just searchig for jobs.and when in the fish can i get a job!im eager to work.cant stangd sitting at home.sso saturday is my check up and sunday have morning taining.urghg!and just got a msh by the manager that we have a match on 6 december,,damm!hahah!

Labels: soccer

Ola...today was like very tiring for me.have to and see the doctor(again)in the morning and im like in pain going to see the doctor.whathefish!haha!then the doctor say blablablabla...and ask me to come agian on saturday.damm im gona slap the docs face man.ive been seeing his face for 3 times already....haha!then get my medicine and berger home and continue with my sleep.uhhhhhh!hahaha!And and my tv spoil laa seyy.dammade cannnot see my face on sportscentre.hahah!


why cant u understand me?
my heart is trembling inside....

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Hello hello....today was like training day.and i was late like always and going training with sleepy face.training was like 8 in the morning man!who in the shit can wake up at 7 and go training man.haha!but training was fun.we were like foolong aroung and making fools out of ourself.haha!and after the laugh.the real training comes.we were like running all around man.it was tiring and my leg is like trembling already.haha!but overall its ok ah the training acceptable bt of over the limit i run away ah....and damm a cant find the right words!!help me!HAHA!

Il be the very best of me
and be there when ure in need

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olaa!today morning is the best thing ah.blood coming out frm my ear and my pillow is full of blood.haha!and atlast i got to watch BEN 10.cause ive been missing it man.haha!btw i went to my auntie house to visit my grandmother and take care of my chubby cuzin who is boring like dying.hah!so i bring him out to grab some food and we chiow back home and its like the whole day im playing psp untill the battery is low.hehe!and its like my ears are bugging me and its freaking painful!should i go training or health better??Hmmmmm........







writing a song.check it out when its out aites.

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Well yesterday i basicaly went to prayers cause thats what i have suppose to do and i like to do man.im proud to do it.haha!well i met my old mate at the mosque and we were like talking about our jobs and its like fir has a job and quit in the next two days.haha!pemalas ah fir!haha!so its like freaking hot so we endure the hotness untill the prayer end.then me and mon and zul went to Ws to buy som stuffs at NTUC and were like playing with the vegetable arguing tht this vegetable is this and that.haha!sfter i bought my grocceries me and isman went back to my house cause i got to change cause we have a street soccer match at simei at its like freaking far.who in the blue fish wants to play street soccer that far man.il rather play under my block ah.haha!so we plan to just go home and sleep and call the match off and posponed it.and i dont think i could play well too wit all the things happening arnd me nw..it feel sad for me.but what to do.patience and faith.....

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If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true


When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.


How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.


When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.


More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my armsI know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go


Cause when you look me in the eyes.


And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

Hello everyone.my day today was funny and sucky.well first of all me and mum went to the doctor(AGAIN)and its like my dad ask the doctor to check my other ear weather thers anything cottonbud in my ear.and its like the doctor say theres nothing and my dad is pastering me and saying that there is something in my ear.and im like wha is inside my ear man!so after we went to the doc me my sis and me went to kfc to EAT.yumyum!!

then i met isman,to buy something kinda special for someone and its like we searc the whole whaitsands and bought__ and__..and ive given someone that u guys wouldnt wana let go.bt i let go for the special one.Ashaney!then we went to the flower shop to buy flower and we were like sensitve an ask the owner why is this flower torn and the colour is diff and the auntie explain and me were like OK.....hahah!so i pick 1 colour and isman pick another colour.after we bought the flowers we were like shy to hold it and i ask isman to hold it for me and its like everybody is looking at him!Sorry isman..HEHE!


ISMAN thank you for everthing and
i guess its time for me to give up

I hung up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush,what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about meIt’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know


Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away


Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever


Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away


Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know


Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in loveIs it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at youAre you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away.

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Well basically im like freaking bored at home got nothing to do.here is how my day goes.i basically lying on my bed having a high fever and my ear is like freaking disturbing me an im like missing someone.so basically im just lying on my bed heplessly and sick for the whole day.im like sick for weeks and i dont knw what i need to cure my sickness.:(.well thats all i did today so yeah im like freaking bored.miss my lads and someone.....


You said that you were the shooting star in my heart
you lied baby and you leave me hopelessly

Labels: bed

Today morning was like scary.i went to the polyclinic to see the doctor because my ear is like hurt badly.so i get dress(i bath ok)and quickly take the bus to the poly.so when i reach at the polyclinic i got the number 7250 and im kinda the last person.Urgh!haha!so i waited and waited while hearing some songs and looking at people doing yogo.its kinda cool.hahaha!and my number appear.CHENGCHENG!so i went in and say to tho doctor.'theres something wrong with my ear'so the doctor took some small torchlight and stick it inside my ear and he said'theres an infection on ur ear'and im like what did i possibly do with my ear man.HAHA!then the doctor ask me to wait and he went to get something.but when he came back,he came bringing with some metal thing.i taught hes gona cut my ear man!haha!but actually he puted the thing inside my ear nd dig it deep inside and its like freaking painful and i feel like punching his face cause i couldnt take the pain.but when he doodle with my ear and he found a cotton bud!and im like huh!how in the fish could that thing be in there man!i kept laughing when i finish the check up.haha!its funny tough!bt its scary..

And yeah today is my BIRTHDAY!!
and i have only one big special wish that i wana make.....


'IM SORRY'

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today is like the funny day and the happiest day of my life..
me ans my cousins malik,uncle din and grandfather.me and malik were like very jakun when we see the swimming pool pecause it was new.haha!so we ran up to the slides and take a few more rides but malik hurt his hand(dont knw what he do while coming down the slide)HAHA!then we rest we the heart pumping slides and we headed to the medium pool.

then we met our uncle there and he was swimming like a pro.me and malik were like struggling and didn't move a shit out of our body.HAHA!then when had fun with the medium pool and we wanted to head to the slides again but something was wrong!malik couldn't get out off the pool so i have to push his but up and get him to shore.luckily i was strong enough.ehemm!

then we play a few more slides untill we are tired then we changed and get home.pheww!
and we have to walk to reach to the car and its like so tiring.HAHA!

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Given every moment i had
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile and onto another one thousand
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
I know youll be better off without me when im gone
You know youre, your beautiful
You're beautiful
Shine on
You were made to
Shine on
And you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until the very end
So shine on, you want me to
It's keeping me awake every night
But i can never seem to give up on you
I send up a prayer and im onto another one thousand
I can never seem to give up on you
I know youll be better off without me when im gone
You know youre, your beautiful
You're beautiful
Shine on
You were made to
Shine on
And you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until the very end
So shine on, yeah
Nobody's wrong, nobody's right
Keep moving on..
Shine on, yeah
You want me to shine on
Shine on, you were made to
Shine on, and you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
Were gonna be brighter than we've ever been
so shine on
You're gonna be just fine
Oh, youre gonna be alright love,
You're gonne be just fine,
Oh youre gonna be alright love

Labels: To the special someone

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things
I wanna sayA photo can
capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are'
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to see you


When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot


Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts'
Cause I'm looking at your picture'
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts'
Cause I'm looking at your picture'
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Labels: The End

Hi im writing about my whole day yesterday cause i didn't get a chance to write anything yesterday.yesterday was the worst day of my life.it hurts me deep down inside and i really can't forget and accept it.maybe i got my own reasons.man this is like my toughest callenges i have to face.i dont knw weather i can continue this.i feel like my like id fading away man.urgh!training is like tomorrow and i still havent recover from my injury and other problems pops out.i just wish everything can be as pernormal.I can't do this anymore..haisss!
HOW COULD YOU!

Labels: How Long--Totally Me

Hello Hello!...
hmm..my day today is kinda funny and boring...
i have to like sit at home untill noon and im like just watching tv.urh!...hhaaha!!my bone almost got crack lying down on my chair man.haha!but at around 12 me and my lads went to McDonalds to grab a lunch and catch up like the old days.well i ate chicken foldover ad my friend ordered mcspicy.and we ordered the new chocalate mcflurry.dam it was so nice that i finished it all up and didn't left some for my friends.hahaha!yummy yummy!and then we make havoc in mcdonalds.my friends make jogs untill the whole mcdonalds gonnabreakdown man,hahah!we almost got scolded by the manager but we kept on laughing like nuts.hahaha!after we ate and laugh so much our stomach makes problem and we quickly ran back home and sit on the toilet bowl.ohmy u dont wana knw what came out.HAHAAH!

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well i basically got nothing to say today cause my brain is not quit screwed properly yet.but my day today is kinda sucky cause i just found out that my plan tomorrow with my lads was cancelled.im like what the fish man!its like im just sitting at home and doing nothing,urgh!and its like im recovering from my injury and my mum ask me to stay home for like a cople of weeksa.ahh..this few weeks make me feel sad,with all the soccer training coming up and matches to play.im exhausted..i need a break before the screw on my head got lost man.

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