.Friday, January 30, 2009 ' 7:29 AM
My Goodness!im starting to hate myself right now.im frustrated and down .Tomorrow is like my teams soccer match.and im not playing because of my leg.damm!when will my leg fully recover?i got two injuries on the right leg(muscle tear and dislocated ankle)i need to run and kick some ass.im really stress with my studies and i dont even know if i can even cope with everything that is surrounding me right now.i just feel like breaking down and throw all the books away.everything just comes and go..but i guess theres nothing i can do but to force myself to study and recover soon.haiss!never knew how long it last....and to my close friend zul whom is freaking quiet.please think twice before u make ur decision.i dont want u to be treated like me.......Labels: match
.Wednesday, January 21, 2009 ' 12:18 AM
You say the words but girl it don't feel right.What do you expect me to say.You take my hand And you say you've changed.But girl you know your begging don't fool me.Because to you it's just a game.So let me on down.Cause time has made me strong..I'm starting to move on..I'm gonna say this now.Your chance has come and gone.And you know..And I can't wait.But you know all the right things to say.You say you dream of my face But you don't like me.You just like the chase.To be real.It doesn't matter anyway.im trying to be strong...
. ' 12:08 AM
Hi mates..well im currently on MC because of my leg.haiyo the doctor give me holiday so long ah.cannot angs laa seyy.haiss!its like so boring at home didnt do anything,just walk around with my crutches and it hurts badly man..i almost cried when it struck me.the pain is like a dog bite my private part.haha!but when im on MC and lying down on my bed sleeping and playing theguitar.something came to my mind.i dont knw,to feel sad,angry or wtv..everything is just making me confuse.i feel like eating each time i think of it.haiss!the person doesnt feel.but the person giving it feels everything.and to all my gentlemans out there.please do cry if u need too.dont hide them aites......
.Wednesday, January 7, 2009 ' 7:56 AM
hey there lads...this week is like so tiring.just fininsh training when the doctor didnt let me ran at all.but i guess i have to work out my leg too if not its gona be weak.so il rather work out my leg and gain the muscles that i lost from my injury.when can i play,when will i recover.WHEN!why must everything happen to me.irritating man.its always me.i tried my very best.i gave it all my very best... its all me... u are always right.. u gave me nothing..
.Sunday, January 4, 2009 ' 8:21 AM
Hi there...today was like training day.the doctor didnt let me play for 5 months.but im eager to run around,so i just take my boot and go for training.so when i arrive with isman.we saw everbody was playing,we are like freaking late.and were like walking slowly as if like we are pros ah.hahah!so we change to our boots and get to the field.i ran like i didnt feel the pain in my leg but i feel the pain in my heart too.never knwing why.haiss!so after the team play the match.our coach say..its TRAINING TIME!and were like huh!we ran like want to mati ready he say its training time.feel like ketoking his kepala ah.so we get back on the field with tired legs and run again.our legs are like very numb after the training we walk slowly after training and say to ourself.'Coach busted sia'haha!but overall it was ok,i expected more than that.cheyy!haha! Why is it so hard for u? Why is it always me me me!? why cant u understang how i feel? Labels: training
.Thursday, January 1, 2009 ' 7:07 AM
I know that look in your eyes,
I don't wanna say goodnight.
Do anything to change your mind,
Try to make you see the light.
You turn your back,
And still I say anything to make you stay.
Put up walls made of heartbreak,
Try to hide your love away.
I'm standin' here, you're givin' me nothing.
Try to feel your heart beat
through the door...
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing.
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is
too much, it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.
There's somethin' that
you're going through,
Wish that I could fix for you.
You don't have to be alone,
I don't wanna let you go.
I'm standin' here, you're givin' me nothing.
Try to hear your heart break through the door.
Call it love, call it what you want to.
It's the only thing that matters anymore.
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing.
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is
too much, it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.
Oooohhhhhh
Some days are cold,
But together, one day we'll both
Change the weather.
And it gets better.
Oooohhhhhh...
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is too much,
it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.
. ' 6:45 AM
Hey there..its been so long i didnt blog laa seyy.yeah got my own problems to settle.doctor says im out for 5 months man.im dead.urgh!and today was like boring.watching tv and waiting for the show FRIENDS to pop up.but instead 30 rock show came out and they show it for almost half a day.what the fish man!but luckily i got the chance to see my sister drive car la seyy.alamak sis u drive like a pro man,bt next time push to 100 k.i almost sleep ah just now.and and u havent reach my standard.heheh!BLUEK!and yesterday was like countdown.damm i should follow my bro go grinding man(understanding)i masjid boy ah.bt instead this sad show pop up at suria,i cried man during the show.haiss!its so sad....trying my best to be strong..ice on my leg do i deserve to be treated this way Am i strong enough to face this... I guess u deserve to treat me this way. break my heart,like u want it too Labels: injury
