My Autobiography

2009-04-15T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hey!holiday is like over!and i need more of holidays so i can sleep more..bt very tired wo always reach home at 3 in the morning.can mati ah...To all my Strivers athletics aKa B.P fc.im sorry for leaving the team without telling u guys anything before i just leave u guys.im sorry lads..i know u guys are all angry at me bt theres something that makes me want to leave our training ground.im sure u guys will grow and improve and will win all the games that is coming ahead.il always support u guys aitess.to my stopper whom i played with almost all matches muhd Azri.its been great to play along side u man.thnx for covering up the mistakes that ive made and i cant cover back up.stay a great stopper always man.now im currently not playing quite well trying to get back where i left after my injuries and problems thats hard for me.now im trying at car park C.myb im gona get a call up to play the division 2 league for my friends team and in trial for my company soccer team.take care guys and im sorry once more.Strivers all the way ah!!!!

And to the special someone,take care always of yourself be a great person and study hard aites.
Strive to win and Shun defeat!Jai Ho!!!Ily.

2009-04-11T01:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes it's hard just to be yourself.I know you know.So close to tears, wanting to give up.I felt all alone.But now you're here Right by my side And I just want you to know You give me wings when I'm falling You lift me up when I'm down Taking me high, touching the sky .Yeah you make me fly Now I am stronger than I was before.Because of you Feel so alive and I'm wanting more I can't believe it's true.Now you're here Right by my side.Don't ever let me go You give me wings when I'm falling.You lift me up when I'm down Taking me high, touching the sky.Yeah you make me,You give me wings when I'm faling.That's why I sing to you, oYou give me wings when I'm falling.You lift me up when I'm down .Taking me high ,touching the sky.Yeah you make me.

running

2009-03-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

today was like freaking boring.u knw what?i never go school ah.i taught of caboting my 1st lesson then go for my 2nd lesson.then alamak.i woke up half an hour b4 m class start,then i quickly wake up take my towel and go to the toilet.brush my teeth and singing pt shampoo and soap then beram from the toilet.bt when i wipe myself the n think to myself if i change and blabla.then wit for bus it will take 1 hour.then whats the point of going to school.comfirn my crazy tcher wont take attendance.so i change to my home shirt ang get out and search for FOOD!!!haahh!very hungry sia...hehe!after makan and disturb my bro.then i go work at mosque.that the job that i will never quit man.COMFIRM!.so went to whitesands for awhile to buy my soccer socks cause my old sock toyol eat untill very the clean.so i choose what socks i wana but so at last i grab the white nike socks.so happily go training using it.bt in the end bloody fool after training the socks dirty already.im so stupid man.hahah!

2009-02-18T07:33:00.000-08:00

Hey there lads..its been so long i didnt post anything.well im just tired and sick with my leg.well i got to go to the hospital this friday.myb need to x-ray or something.i really need to heal as soon as possible.i freaking really need to get back to my form.urgh!dammit!!i need to get back on my team seriously and i freaking want to lead my team again.everything just making me go nuts.now its up to me to make the decision.to quit or not to quit?ive been thinking about this for so long.bt the answer wont come out from my brain.seriously ansari u need to wake up man.Urgh!!!!................

a cotton of blue shirt...

2009-02-02T06:33:00.000-08:00

Saturday was my worst day ever.i was ask to play when im freaking injured.and u know what i got red carded on the 75th minit.the story goes like this.:my teammate pass the ball to me and i wanted to pass it to the sriker but eventually the ball roll slowly so the oppponent ran after the ball,so what was on my mind was to just slide and get the ball back from the opponent.so my leg hit the ball first then the opp leg'.im like what the hell..the referee was like freaking blind man.i got the ball first then hit the opponents leg.it should atleast be a warning or a yellow card.i was freaking disgusted by thr referee untill my mates ran to the referee and shout at him.with sadness and pain from my injury.i walk slowly of the pitch.thinking whats wrong with me!haiss!
i was dissapointed in myself..........

2009-01-30T07:29:00.000-08:00

My Goodness!im starting to hate myself right now.im frustrated and down .Tomorrow is like my teams soccer match.and im not playing because of my leg.damm!when will my leg fully recover?i got two injuries on the right leg(muscle tear and dislocated ankle)i need to run and kick some ass.im really stress with my studies and i dont even know if i can even cope with everything that is surrounding me right now.i just feel like breaking down and throw all the books away.everything just comes and go..but i guess theres nothing i can do but to force myself to study and recover soon.haiss!never knew how long it last....and to my close friend zul whom is freaking quiet.please think twice before u make ur decision.i dont want u to be treated like me.......

2009-01-21T00:18:00.000-08:00

You say the words but girl it don't feel right.What do you expect me to say.You take my hand And you say you've changed.But girl you know your begging don't fool me.Because to you it's just a game.So let me on down.Cause time has made me strong..I'm starting to move on..I'm gonna say this now.Your chance has come and gone.And you know..And I can't wait.But you know all the right things to say.You say you dream of my face But you don't like me.You just like the chase.To be real.It doesn't matter anyway.im trying to be strong...

2009-01-21T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hi mates..well im currently on MC because of my leg.haiyo the doctor give me holiday so long
ah.cannot angs laa seyy.haiss!its like so boring at home didnt do anything,just walk around with
my crutches and it hurts badly man..i almost cried when it struck me.the pain is like a dog bite
my private part.haha!but when im on MC and lying down on my bed sleeping and playing the
guitar.something came to my mind.i dont knw,to feel sad,angry or wtv..everything is
just making me confuse.i feel like eating each time i think of it.haiss!the person doesnt feel.but
the person giving it feels everything.and to all my gentlemans out there.please do cry if u need too.dont hide them aites......

2009-01-07T07:56:00.000-08:00

hey there lads...this week is like so tiring.just fininsh training when the doctor didnt let me ran at

all.but i guess i have to work out my leg too if not its gona be weak.so il rather work out my leg

and gain the muscles that i lost from my injury.when can i play,when will i recover.WHEN!why

must everything happen to me.irritating man.its always me.i tried my very best.i gave it all my very best...

its all me...
u are always right..
u gave me nothing..

2009-01-04T08:21:00.001-08:00

Hi there...today was like training day.the doctor didnt let me play for 5 months.but im eager to

run around,so i just take my boot and go for training.so when i arrive with isman.we saw

everbody was playing,we are like freaking late.and were like walking slowly as if like we are pros

ah.hahah!so we change to our boots and get to the field.i ran like i didnt feel the pain in my leg

but i feel the pain in my heart too.never knwing why.haiss!so after the team play the match.our

coach say..its TRAINING TIME!and were like huh!we ran like want to mati ready he say its

training time.feel like ketoking his kepala ah.so we get back on the field with tired legs and run

again.our legs are like very numb after the training we walk slowly after training and say to

ourself.'Coach busted sia'haha!but overall it was ok,i expected more than that.cheyy!haha!

Why is it so hard for u?
Why is it always me me me!?
why cant u understang how i feel?

2009-01-01T07:07:00.000-08:00

I know that look in your eyes,
I don't wanna say goodnight.
Do anything to change your mind,
Try to make you see the light.
You turn your back,
And still I say anything to make you stay.
Put up walls made of heartbreak,
Try to hide your love away.
I'm standin' here, you're givin' me nothing.
Try to feel your heart beat
through the door...

Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing.
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is
too much, it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.

There's somethin' that
you're going through,
Wish that I could fix for you.
You don't have to be alone,
I don't wanna let you go.
I'm standin' here, you're givin' me nothing.
Try to hear your heart break through the door.
Call it love, call it what you want to.
It's the only thing that matters anymore.
Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing.
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is
too much, it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.

Oooohhhhhh
Some days are cold,
But together, one day we'll both
Change the weather.
And it gets better.

Oooohhhhhh...

Hold on, hold on, is what I'm doing
So strong, so strong, what I'm feeling is too much,
it's too much.
Oh, don't let go.
Oh, don't let go.
Don't let go.

soccer

2009-01-01T06:45:00.000-08:00

Hey there..its been so long i didnt blog laa seyy.yeah got my own problems to settle.doctor says im out for 5 months man.im dead.urgh!and today was like boring.watching tv and waiting for the show FRIENDS to pop up.but instead 30 rock show came out and they show it for almost half a day.what the fish man!but luckily i got the chance to see my sister drive car la seyy.alamak sis u drive like a pro man,bt next time push to 100 k.i almost sleep ah just now.and and u havent reach my standard.heheh!BLUEK!and yesterday was like countdown.damm i should follow my bro go grinding man(understanding)i masjid boy ah.bt instead this sad show pop up at suria,i cried man during the show.haiss!its so sad....trying my best to be strong..ice on my leg

do i deserve to be treated this way
Am i strong enough to face this...

I guess u deserve to treat me this way.
break my heart,like u want it too

2008-12-15T23:35:00.000-08:00

Morning mates!im so freaking in pain the whole week...i got injured in my last saturday match.mygosh!i tell u,i cant feel my leg when the opponents knee hit my thigh man.i couldnt even stand up on my own.lucky shafiq help me up and limping off the pitch thinking of someone.what i can think was to get back on the field and help my team out but i couldnt.its so sad:(.i dont even knw when i can recover and i dont knw what do i need to recover from my injury.ashaney!just hoping i will get well soon.training is on saturday and got more upcoming matches...haiss!!!

2008-12-12T19:05:00.000-08:00

pretty and hansome Handsome and Chubby

2008-12-12T18:49:00.000-08:00

Wow so long i didnt post anything.im too lazy to on the computer and to walk to the computer.HAHA!well today is like the match day.and im like whatever ah,i dont feel like playing the match eventhough the team needs me mani dont knw why but i feel kinda sucky to play.haiss!but il just try my best to perform well and win again this time.and we dont have referee cause the rest of the lads pokai ah no money.so get cheapskate one sudah.haha!

we are playing 4-4-2 position laa seyy: STRIVERS

Khai

isman ansari azri zul

Amirol izat shafiq Akmal

Razin Akid

MyGosh!im freaking tired to play laa seyyy

Why cant u understand what im facing!

2008-12-05T05:11:00.000-08:00

Man!tmr is the day man.the match that we have been waiting for so long.we got trash by them 5-3 bt were gona try our best and wack them back 9-0(understanding)hahah!and i guess il either play 1st half or 2nd cause im nt kinda fit yet to play the match as u knw what im facing aites.so lets just see how my body system works out.

When a heart breaks
it doesnt break even....

2008-12-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

ola!today was like so funny.i argued with isman about going to WS and help out with my song.haha!bt atlast he agreed and follow me to whitesands and we sat at KFC and i han my lunch and isman got his snickers,damm!i should have snickers of mine too.haha!then we start doing the music and i say my 2nd music is kinda better and myb i shall sell it in stores!hahah!mygo!we argued about what words to write seyy.so we shout and everyone were like looking at us and were like whathefish!and we kept on arguing..haha!

and check up is like tomorrow and im freaking scared laa seyyy.i hope i could still play for the upcoming match man.my team needs me.my stopper(azri)needs me.u wouldnt wana knw what well di during a match man.well make people laugh during match time.untill we got scolded by our coach..hahah!

and Strivers!we have to win this time!

2008-11-30T05:31:00.000-08:00

hello!today's training was like havoc man.many people didnt come and nxt week was like match.so im like wtv and do my own training.its like frealking hot man we were like sweating like shit.bt luckily we didint turn black man.haha!and its my sis birthday laa seyy.wohoo!

HAPPY BITHRDAY MY PRETTY SISTAR!!!!

You are my star,my sexy,crazy,my bestfriend and special sister!MUACKS!!

2008-11-29T08:02:00.000-08:00

Hey hey!tmr is like training and have to wake up at 7 again in the morning!whatthehorse man!
il update u more what nonsence stuff we did in training tmr aites how much are we suffering in the training.haha!and match is on sunday man!chengcheng!HAHA!

And my sis bdae is tomoorow!i cant wait to get free cakes!whee....hahah!and sis i didnt get u anything,my wallet is full with receipt.haha!LOVE mi sister alot eventhough i make her angry.hahah!:p

boring

2008-11-27T01:16:00.000-08:00

hello.well basically im not doing anything.im like just searchig for jobs.and when in the fish can i get a job!im eager to work.cant stangd sitting at home.sso saturday is my check up and sunday have morning taining.urghg!and just got a msh by the manager that we have a match on 6 december,,damm!hahah!

2008-11-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

Ola...today was like very tiring for me.have to and see the doctor(again)in the morning and im like in pain going to see the doctor.whathefish!haha!then the doctor say blablablabla...and ask me to come agian on saturday.damm im gona slap the docs face man.ive been seeing his face for 3 times already....haha!then get my medicine and berger home and continue with my sleep.uhhhhhh!hahaha!And and my tv spoil laa seyy.dammade cannnot see my face on sportscentre.hahah!

why cant u understand me?
my heart is trembling inside....

Soccer Training

2008-11-23T06:44:00.000-08:00

Hello hello....today was like training day.and i was late like always and going training with sleepy face.training was like 8 in the morning man!who in the shit can wake up at 7 and go training man.haha!but training was fun.we were like foolong aroung and making fools out of ourself.haha!and after the laugh.the real training comes.we were like running all around man.it was tiring and my leg is like trembling already.haha!but overall its ok ah the training acceptable bt of over the limit i run away ah....and damm a cant find the right words!!help me!HAHA!

Il be the very best of me
and be there when ure in need

painful

2008-11-22T06:26:00.000-08:00

olaa!today morning is the best thing ah.blood coming out frm my ear and my pillow is full of blood.haha!and atlast i got to watch BEN 10.cause ive been missing it man.haha!btw i went to my auntie house to visit my grandmother and take care of my chubby cuzin who is boring like dying.hah!so i bring him out to grab some food and we chiow back home and its like the whole day im playing psp untill the battery is low.hehe!and its like my ears are bugging me and its freaking painful!should i go training or health better??Hmmmmm........

writing a song.check it out when its out aites.

prayers

2008-11-21T19:49:00.000-08:00

Well yesterday i basicaly went to prayers cause thats what i have suppose to do and i like to do man.im proud to do it.haha!well i met my old mate at the mosque and we were like talking about our jobs and its like fir has a job and quit in the next two days.haha!pemalas ah fir!haha!so its like freaking hot so we endure the hotness untill the prayer end.then me and mon and zul went to Ws to buy som stuffs at NTUC and were like playing with the vegetable arguing tht this vegetable is this and that.haha!sfter i bought my grocceries me and isman went back to my house cause i got to change cause we have a street soccer match at simei at its like freaking far.who in the blue fish wants to play street soccer that far man.il rather play under my block ah.haha!so we plan to just go home and sleep and call the match off and posponed it.and i dont think i could play well too wit all the things happening arnd me nw..it feel sad for me.but what to do.patience and faith.....

2008-11-20T07:52:00.000-08:00

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes, I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To be with you again
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven. I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more,
I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head high,
And it's all because you're by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my armsI know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never wanna let you go

Cause when you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise, When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

2008-11-20T07:12:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.my day today was funny and sucky.well first of all me and mum went to the doctor(AGAIN)and its like my dad ask the doctor to check my other ear weather thers anything cottonbud in my ear.and its like the doctor say theres nothing and my dad is pastering me and saying that there is something in my ear.and im like wha is inside my ear man!so after we went to the doc me my sis and me went to kfc to EAT.yumyum!!

then i met isman,to buy something kinda special for someone and its like we searc the whole whaitsands and bought__ and__..and ive given someone that u guys wouldnt wana let go.bt i let go for the special one.Ashaney!then we went to the flower shop to buy flower and we were like sensitve an ask the owner why is this flower torn and the colour is diff and the auntie explain and me were like OK.....hahah!so i pick 1 colour and isman pick another colour.after we bought the flowers we were like shy to hold it and i ask isman to hold it for me and its like everybody is looking at him!Sorry isman..HEHE!

ISMAN thank you for everthing and
i guess its time for me to give up

Im into this song

2008-11-19T03:54:00.000-08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
something happened for the first time, deep inside
It was a rush,what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about meIt’s just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Has it ever crossed your mind when we were hanging
Spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it’s a chance we’ve gotta take
Cause I believe we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you
Are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you’re all alone
All that we could be,
Where this thing could go
Am I crazy or falling in loveIs it realor just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at youAre you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I’m trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain’t goin away, goin away.

sleeping

2008-11-19T03:32:00.000-08:00

Well basically im like freaking bored at home got nothing to do.here is how my day goes.i basically lying on my bed having a high fever and my ear is like freaking disturbing me an im like missing someone.so basically im just lying on my bed heplessly and sick for the whole day.im like sick for weeks and i dont knw what i need to cure my sickness.:(.well thats all i did today so yeah im like freaking bored.miss my lads and someone.....

You said that you were the shooting star in my heart
you lied baby and you leave me hopelessly

My BIRTHDAY

2008-11-18T04:48:00.001-08:00

Today morning was like scary.i went to the polyclinic to see the doctor because my ear is like hurt badly.so i get dress(i bath ok)and quickly take the bus to the poly.so when i reach at the polyclinic i got the number 7250 and im kinda the last person.Urgh!haha!so i waited and waited while hearing some songs and looking at people doing yogo.its kinda cool.hahaha!and my number appear.CHENGCHENG!so i went in and say to tho doctor.'theres something wrong with my ear'so the doctor took some small torchlight and stick it inside my ear and he said'theres an infection on ur ear'and im like what did i possibly do with my ear man.HAHA!then the doctor ask me to wait and he went to get something.but when he came back,he came bringing with some metal thing.i taught hes gona cut my ear man!haha!but actually he puted the thing inside my ear nd dig it deep inside and its like freaking painful and i feel like punching his face cause i couldnt take the pain.but when he doodle with my ear and he found a cotton bud!and im like huh!how in the fish could that thing be in there man!i kept laughing when i finish the check up.haha!its funny tough!bt its scary..

And yeah today is my BIRTHDAY!!
and i have only one big special wish that i wana make.....

'IM SORRY'

Swimming

2008-11-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

today is like the funny day and the happiest day of my life..
me ans my cousins malik,uncle din and grandfather.me and malik were like very jakun when we see the swimming pool pecause it was new.haha!so we ran up to the slides and take a few more rides but malik hurt his hand(dont knw what he do while coming down the slide)HAHA!then we rest we the heart pumping slides and we headed to the medium pool.

then we met our uncle there and he was swimming like a pro.me and malik were like struggling and didn't move a shit out of our body.HAHA!then when had fun with the medium pool and we wanted to head to the slides again but something was wrong!malik couldn't get out off the pool so i have to push his but up and get him to shore.luckily i was strong enough.ehemm!

then we play a few more slides untill we are tired then we changed and get home.pheww!
and we have to walk to reach to the car and its like so tiring.HAHA!

Shine On

2008-11-15T19:04:00.000-08:00

Given every moment i had
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
You're done with one mile and onto another one thousand
Still i can never seem to keep up with you
I know youll be better off without me when im gone
You know youre, your beautiful
You're beautiful
Shine on
You were made to
Shine on
And you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until the very end
So shine on, you want me to
It's keeping me awake every night
But i can never seem to give up on you
I send up a prayer and im onto another one thousand
I can never seem to give up on you
I know youll be better off without me when im gone
You know youre, your beautiful
You're beautiful
Shine on
You were made to
Shine on
And you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
I'll be with you until the very end
So shine on, yeah
Nobody's wrong, nobody's right
Keep moving on..
Shine on, yeah
You want me to shine on
Shine on, you were made to
Shine on, and you know i love you
And even if we can or cant be friends
Were gonna be brighter than we've ever been
so shine on
You're gonna be just fine
Oh, youre gonna be alright love,
You're gonne be just fine,
Oh youre gonna be alright love

My Own

2008-11-14T21:51:00.000-08:00

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things
I wanna sayA photo can
capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are'
Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to see you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts'
Cause I'm looking at your picture'
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts'
Cause I'm looking at your picture'
Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Friday

2008-11-14T18:38:00.000-08:00

Hi im writing about my whole day yesterday cause i didn't get a chance to write anything yesterday.yesterday was the worst day of my life.it hurts me deep down inside and i really can't forget and accept it.maybe i got my own reasons.man this is like my toughest callenges i have to face.i dont knw weather i can continue this.i feel like my like id fading away man.urgh!training is like tomorrow and i still havent recover from my injury and other problems pops out.i just wish everything can be as pernormal.I can't do this anymore..haisss!
HOW COULD YOU!

Head Start

2008-11-14T08:08:00.000-08:00

Hello Hello!...
hmm..my day today is kinda funny and boring...
i have to like sit at home untill noon and im like just watching tv.urh!...hhaaha!!my bone almost got crack lying down on my chair man.haha!but at around 12 me and my lads went to McDonalds to grab a lunch and catch up like the old days.well i ate chicken foldover ad my friend ordered mcspicy.and we ordered the new chocalate mcflurry.dam it was so nice that i finished it all up and didn't left some for my friends.hahaha!yummy yummy!and then we make havoc in mcdonalds.my friends make jogs untill the whole mcdonalds gonnabreakdown man,hahah!we almost got scolded by the manager but we kept on laughing like nuts.hahaha!after we ate and laugh so much our stomach makes problem and we quickly ran back home and sit on the toilet bowl.ohmy u dont wana knw what came out.HAHAAH!

2008-11-12T01:00:00.000-08:00

well i basically got nothing to say today cause my brain is not quit screwed properly yet.but my day today is kinda sucky cause i just found out that my plan tomorrow with my lads was cancelled.im like what the fish man!its like im just sitting at home and doing nothing,urgh!and its like im recovering from my injury and my mum ask me to stay home for like a cople of weeksa.ahh..this few weeks make me feel sad,with all the soccer training coming up and matches to play.im exhausted..i need a break before the screw on my head got lost man.